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I don't even know what this is from, but I really like it. [13 Aug 2008|09:38pm] "It's okay. It's okay to want someone you can't have. It's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. It's okay to cry when you're hurt and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it's always gonna be okay. That's just how it works. Sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want them to and a lot of times, it seems like they never will. But it's okay, that's how life's supposed to go. It's all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road and waiting til they're smooth again. It's all about forgiving and forgetting. It's all about waiting and wishing. That's just how life is." 1 spoke | speak

[07 Aug 2008|06:07pm] I still have it saved. speak

[08 Jul 2008|10:52am] I can't stop looking at the secrets on ljsecret. I feel like I could've written this one myself. speak

[07 Jul 2008|06:09pm] This was posted on ljsecret. It made me smile because of how much it applied to me. Edit: this one too speak

[18 Jun 2008|04:12pm] My love horoscope for today: Wednesday, June 18 You will have to control your imagination, in order not to exaggerate or be obsessed by small details in your relationship. For example, there could be groundless jealousy with respect to your companion, or you may attempt to impose your decision on him or her. Ugh. speak

[15 Jun 2008|07:32pm] So, prom and Wildwood were amazing and I had so much fun. I pretty much slept the whole weekend, aside from going to the boardwalk, haha. But oh well, I had a really good time. Anyway, Rob is leaving in ten days, ugh. I know I wrote about it in my last entry but I still can't stop thinking about it. :\ I'm probably getting myself all worked up for nothing, as usual. Anyway, again, I'm going to post my horoscopes because I never do that and I thought this one was worth posting. Sunday, June 15 When working with others, try to smile even if you don't care about what they're saying. Let someone's story sink in before you decide whether or not to believe it. Don't pretend to believe if you really do not. Improving a relationship will first involve improving yourself. I hate when horoscopes are that accurate. It's creepy. Here's my love horoscope: Sunday, June 15 The integral act of love must result in the revitalization of both partners on the physical as well as the emotional and mental levels. As a rule, when someone is tired, it is because you are not achieving an energy circuit adapted to the environment. I'm really not sure what to think about that one, but whatever. I'll figure it out sooner or later. Bye! speak

[11 Jun 2008|06:05pm] So today was the last day of school. Well, besides Friday when I have to go in to take one final. But I don't really count that. I hasn't really hit me yet that I'm out of high school. I probably won't actually cry until graduation. I cried during Italian class, but that's only because Mrs. Hogan is probably the only teacher that I'm actually going to miss. Anyway, prom is Friday, and then Wildwood is this weekend. I'm really excited, especially because everything is done with now and there's no more stress. I just want to have fun and I hope to avoid all drama with anyone. Rob is going to Europe in exactly two weeks. He won't be back until mid July. I know he's going to have fun with his friends and I want him to have fun, but this is really going to suck. I know I won't be able to talk to him every day and I'm trying to prepare myself for that now, but I don't know how I'm going to deal with it when he's away. I've never really gone a whole day without talking to him atleast once, and the thought of not being able to talk to him for a couple minutes is just kind of unsettling. Oh well, I know he'll be having fun and that's all that matters. I guess I just have to find something to do to occupy myself when he's gone. I need a job. speak

[30 Apr 2008|06:26pm] Disney was so much fun. Coming home was a slap in the face. On another note: I kind of wish everyone and everything that has been bothering me would just go away. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. These past few months, actually. I put myself into this frustrating, depressing mood and I can't seem to get out of it for a couple of days. It's a vicious cycle. A situation gets brought up, I think too much into things, and I make myself upset over things that never happened. I think too far into the future, make predictions, and make myself upset again. It's a terrible habit and I don't know how to break myself of it. I've always been a very sensitive person, but these past few months it seems as if I've been more sensitive and uptight than I've ever been. I react to things too quickly and get myself upset over something that was supposed to be a joke. I'm pushing someone that I love away from me and I don't need this to happen again. I want everything to get better. This sucks. 5 spoke | speak

[20 Apr 2008|10:58pm] Orlando in four days with Rob, his mom, and sister. I cannot wait to get the fuck out of here. 1 spoke | speak

[26 Mar 2008|08:58pm] So I've come to a conclusions that a lot of people suck, and will forever continue to suck and will always be shitty people with shitty attitudes. And there's nothing I can do about it. I don't care anymore. I like my life right now and I'm not going to let anyone else ruin it. Okay? Okay. BYE! speak

[16 Mar 2008|07:27pm] Heres to spending a year and a half with the most amazing person I've ever met. I couldn't ask for anything better than this. We've gone through so much these past few months, and now we're stronger than we've ever been. Thank you for holding my hand throughout everything. Thank you for being my best friend. I love you so much. speak

[16 Mar 2008|11:09am] I'm worried. I'm always worrying. I'm always the one who takes in everyone else's emotions and deals with them. I feel sad for everyone. I feel angry for everyone. I want you to get better. I hate feeling like I can't do anything to help. I pray for you every night. speak

[15 Mar 2008|06:36pm] I wish I wasn't so easily upset by anything and everything. speak

[04 Mar 2008|07:48pm] Stuff has been pretty good lately. Everything with Rob is good. Senior week started today, it was alright. Hopefully it's better tomorrow. I'm probably going to be on the computer a lot less because it's giving me massive headaches. And I still need a job. Great. speak

[24 Feb 2008|07:38pm] I can't stop thinking about getting a tattoo and I don't know why. Rob's house was fun this weekend. I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. speak

[21 Feb 2008|04:58pm] So, I just booked my two hair appointments for Rob's prom and my prom. We booked the hotel and the limo for the OBHS prom, so now all I need are my dresses. Yay! I'm excited. speak

[19 Feb 2008|06:46pm] Great friends, family, and an amazing boyfriend. Life's good. speak

I've done this once before. [18 Feb 2008|04:27pm] In a comment, tell me anything you want. It could be your honest opinion about me (positive or negative) or a random secret. It could be posted anonymously or you could let me know who you are, it's up to you. I didn't get much of a reaction the last time I did this, and I'm bored. So yeah, have fun I guess. Haha. speak

[11 Feb 2008|06:48pm] This video puts me in such a good mood. speak

[05 Feb 2008|04:52pm] I need to work on not letting people get to me. Especially people who aren't worth a single minute of my time. I'm constantly letting myself get so angry over worthless, insignificant people. And that's going to change. 2 spoke | speak

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